I Just Want A Relationship!! Don't Hide!!

Recently, a friend did something which she thought might have upset me and for a few days she didn't talk to me because she thought I was angry with her. I could conceivably have gotten angry but I really wasn't, and all I wanted was that our relationship could be put together again. I wanted to laugh with her, wanted to have silly conversations and talk to her whenever I felt like it and spend time together.

I think that waiting for our relationship to get back on track and trying to smoothen it out/ show love for my friend and being so impatient for things to get back to the way they used to be showed me a little about God's love.

God is slow to anger and abounding in love, so why don't we believe it? How come we always come with guilt? Why aren't we confident that He loves us and wants to be with us?

I want to be like a little child and be confident that He wants to speak to me and know what's on my heart. That he wants to laugh with me, talk with me all the time and spend time together with me. And that He just wants our relationship to be back on track all the time. So draw me close. I want to draw close boldly and with a clear heart.