You are Loved

It first sunk into me two years ago, that God was a jealous God. Because I am easily jealous, I can understand that feeling really well.

Being jealous only comes when you care about someone alot.

At that time, I was being immensely jealous of something because I cared deeply, and I thought, "So that is how God feels! multiplied by tens of billions of times!"

God, help me to know your love, not just in my head, but also in my heart, not just in my heart, but also in my spirit.

I believe that the key to everything, to overcome addictions, problems, difficulties, broken relationships, inclination to rebel, everything, is to realise the how wide and how deep, how long and how high the love of God really is.

I am desperate to know this... desperate for a change in my life and my heart.

IF I HAD ONE CHANCE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING
We were younger then, you and me
full of dreams, weren’t we?
I went my way, you went yours
where did you go, dear?
someone said, you have left
the life we lived, together then.
this is my way of reaching out
cause I remember...

this is what I want to say to you
if I had one chance to speak to your heart.
you are loved, more than you could ever know.
this is what I want to say to you
if I had one chance to tell you something.
you are loved more than you can imagine. imagine

if I told you, would you believe the narrow road
I did not leave
if I told you would you understand
that I have found truth?
Are you cheated
Are you hurting now?
How I wish that I could tell
Where your heart’s at
Can you see
Mine has found… home