Running in Circles

"I need you Jesus, come to my rescue."

I was and am pretending, going through the motions, frantically doing and doing things like a hamster caught in a wheel. But the truth is that I am running on empty. What I need is not intellect, what I need isn't more to do. What I need is humility, brokenness and You.

I look at myself and I feel overwhelmed by the ugliness and futility of it all...

"Beautiful, beautiful, Jesus makes beautiful
Jesus makes beautiful the things of my life
Touching me, changing me,
Causing my eyes to see,
Jesus makes beautiful the things of my life."

Deliver me.